Last night, I sent my "friend" a message. I told him that I would be giving the books he loaned me to my sister who in turn will be giving them to his gf. Since I never talk to him anymore, I guess I now know why he doesn't talk to me. He sent me a response, but I haven't responded yet.
He told me that communication has been at a minimum because I'm never online. While this is true, he is also never online when I have gotten online in the evenings. I have sent him e-mails that he never returned. So who's really at fault? Neither of us.
But he asked me not to be spiteful because he considers me a friend. WTF? Yeah, I'm a great friend. So great that you tried to get me to sleep with you. So let me get this straight, I'm good enough to fuck, but not good enough to date. No, you're right. I won't be spiteful at all. *Sarcasm*
I'm really fucking fed up and sick of being good enough for a roll in the hay, but not good enough to be seen in public with. Hell, I can count on one hand the number of boyfriends I have had that have actually introduced me to their friends/family.
I'm tired of being viewed as someone's dirty little secret. Especially when I'm not trashy in any way. Guess I must think higher of myself than everyone else.